Just Us...and Two Dogs

It's Been Too Long

2007-09-25T18:08:00.000-05:00

but I'm posting again anyway. I figured now was as good a time as any so here are pictures of my growing belly, ending with two taken at 25 weeks.

More pictures from the House

2007-05-07T19:11:00.000-05:00

We are HOMEOWNERS!

2007-04-27T20:07:00.000-05:00

Well, actually, the bank owns the home :). We are so excited. Tomorrow I'm going to pick up some paint samples so we can start painting on Sunday. I'm hoping to switch the utilities then too. JT and I took the dogs over tonight after dinner...so much fun! The process went relatively smoothly although we did reach a moment where we weren't sure we'd be able to close. It was supposed to be at 3 and it was pushed back to 5:30pm. At one point, while we were waiting in the attorney's office, I got nervous b/c they were missing one piece. I had to go out to the car and get some fresh air. Totally worth it to know that tomorrow, I can jump in the pool or run around the yard OR ANYTHING I WANT!

Refreshing

2007-04-14T18:26:00.000-05:00

Got some not so good news at work yesterday (my position is fine) so I decided to head out to the beach for a little restoration. I love the beach, love walking in the water, love watching the dogs play. It's refreshing and helps clear my mind. Here are some pictures from the day...

Their Here!

2007-04-12T17:44:00.000-05:00

Dad & Lucy are here for their visit. We went out to the pier at Jax Beach...beautiful! Here are some pics.

Well that was nice :P

2007-04-07T15:29:00.000-05:00

I just took a 2 and a half hour nap, which I probably needed, but that's way too long for me. So now I'm walking around in a fog, trying to decide what todo. The dogs need to go for a walk, I need to figure out what's for dinner, I'd like to clean the house, do laundry, cut my sewing pattern out, scrapbook a bit...you get the idea. Ok, I'm going to surf the net a bit, then we'll go for a short walk. I'll figure it all out after that :)

Here are some pictures from today.

UPDATE: I cleaned the house, walked the dogs, went to walgreens, and that's about it :)

Pictures

2007-04-03T18:08:00.000-05:00

Some pictures from a nearby park where I like to take the dogs for a quick walk sometimes. You can see downtown in the distance.

As promised - house pictures

2007-03-31T10:32:00.000-05:00

It's a Big Deal

2007-03-30T16:29:00.000-05:00

The biggest deal we've made so far. We put an offer on a house. They countered within an hour, now we've countered back. And now, we wait. I'm not so good with the waiting thing. I guess their realtor is advising them to take our offer but we'll see. It's a very nice house and we really like it. We'll be very disappointed if we don't get it but we will be ok. Anyway, my nerves are wracked so I'm writing it out - and I feel better.

ETA - WE GOT IT!

Pictures coming later.

My Aunt & Uncle

2007-03-18T17:35:00.000-05:00

Bob and Sandy were in town for a visit this past week. I got to spend two days with them exploring. We went to Amelia Island and saw over 40 Victorian Houses, very cool. Then spent the next Friday in St. Augustine. So much to see and do around here. We enjoyed great food and having them stay with us! Here are a couple pics...

Another scrapbook page

2007-02-21T20:48:00.000-05:00

got the bug again tonight but I was only able to get this layout out. It's simple, and that's ok. I tried another one but it didn't turn out so it'll have to wait.

Sick Day

2007-02-20T18:59:00.000-05:00

JT had Lasik on Monday. It was a bit tougher than we expected. Doc said that b/c his eyes were so deep, it was more difficult than normal. He was so swollen and still couldn't see as of this morning...at least not well enough to drive himself back to the doc for his post op check. Now though, he's doing great, just a little foggy. They didn't give him enough valium so he felt the whole thing - that didn't make me happy. Well, that and the fact that I dropped him off at 2:30 and they didn't take him back until 5:30. We got home at about 7pm. I did get to check out the Egyptian showing at the Cummer museum. It was really good! Anyway, I took the day off to make sure he was ok and get him to the docs office. I had a little time this afternoon and hit a creative stride so here are the new layouts I did today :)

Happy Valentine's Day!

2007-02-14T20:01:00.000-05:00

I had to pack all of this away...

2007-02-11T13:39:00.000-05:00

because they are too BIG for me :) So cool to be taking all these pants out of my closet because they're too big and upacking old clothes that fit once again. I don't know if I'll be tossing the too big items out quite yet b/c they might work for maternity clothes if I get pregnant.

I also used made first clothing item on my sewing machine yesterday. I had tons of help from my friend but I'm hoping to try the next pair with less supervision.

Devastation in Florida

2007-02-02T18:35:00.000-05:00

Less than 150 miles from our house. We were under a tornado watch all night last night, which made me anxious. I just can't believe how much damage there is. And to lose 19 lives is just unimaginable. It seems like it just fell out of the sky with no warning. Prayers for those touched by this storm.

New Beach Pictures

2007-01-24T18:05:00.000-05:00

I almost forgot

2007-01-21T14:32:00.000-05:00

We've had some storms rolling in over the ocean lately so the dogs and I went out to the beach last Thursday to see the big waves. Well, they're big for this area anyway...about 5 feet. We were walking along when Jenny came across something on the beach. It was a jellyfish and they were everywhere. It was cool to see but I had to leash the dogs so they wouldn't get stung. We went back to the beach this morning, without my camera, and the waves were still big and jellyfish were still everywhere. Still very cool! Here are some pictures from Thursday night. The first two pics are jellyfish...

A New Hair Style

2007-01-20T19:20:00.000-05:00

I'm still getting used to it, as is JT, but I'm pretty happy with it. I brushed it after these photos and I'm happier with it.

Before & After

2007-01-14T10:49:00.000-05:00

Here are some before and after shots of me. I've lost 47 pounds and have about 15 more to go :)

A to Z

2007-01-10T17:45:00.000-05:00

Just a fun little post:

A= Available~ nope.
B= Best Friend~ Annette.
C= Cake or pie~ hmmmm... Marble cake.
D= Drink of choice~ that's tough - water, caffine free soda, tea.
E= Essential item you use everyday~ Zune, computer.
F= Favorite color~ Blue - various shades
G= Gummy bears or worms~ either.
H= Hometown~ Boulder City, NV
I= Indulgences~ a massage every now and then
J= January or February~ January - more days off work for me.
K= Kids and Names~ None but we're workin' on it. We haven't even thought about names
L= Life is incomplete without?~ JT and my dogs.
M= Marriage date~ Sept. 24, 2005
N= Number of siblings~ None by blood, 1 brother-in-law
O= Oranges or apples~ usually apples.
P= Phobias or Fears~ not enough time or space :).
Q= Favorite Quote~ Don't start nothin', there won't be nothin' - works for me right now.
R= Reason to smile~ again, not enough time or space :)
S= Season~ Fall. Although, in Florida, any season works for me.
T= Talent~ Scrapbooking, people skills.
U= Unknown fact about me~ I slept with a stuffed bear well into adulthood.
V= Vegetable you don't like~ cauliflower.
W= Worst habit~ finishing other people's sentences.
X= X-rays~ Arm, CAT scan, dentist.
Y= Your favorite food~ Pizza or P.F. Changs lettuce wraps
Z= Zodiac Sign~ Tauras

New York

2007-01-08T20:06:00.000-05:00

Took a quick work trip to upstate New York. Beautiful area, exhausting trip. Not sure when my next trip is but it'll probably be to the same place. In the meantime, the New Year has started off well. We're on a budget plan (a real one this time) and doing pretty well sticking to it. Yes, I know it's only been a couple of weeks but we gotta start somewhere. I'm getting the bug to get the whole house organized and spotless. That might have something to do with the fact that it's like springtime here in Florida. We have a nice rain storm today and the temp dropped to 65 degree (HA!) I really do love it here.

Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, and all that stuff

2007-01-01T17:07:00.000-05:00

Some pictures from the holidays. Nice relaxing days at the end of this year. We spent both Christmas Eve and New Year's Eve with our friends. Had a great time last night, laughing and playing games. I even drank a (very) little.

Mom was here!

2006-12-16T19:34:00.000-05:00

We had a great time and wore ourselves out. Went to St. Augustine to the lighthouse, gator farm, winery, and downtown area. Also went shopping and to my company Christmas party. We also got up early to watch the sunrise over the ocean...although we didn't quite make it :)

Grandmas

2006-12-03T05:19:00.000-05:00

I'm missing my Grandmas today and smiling about having great memories from them. I was unwrapping ornaments last night and found the collection of dated Hallmark ornaments from Grandma Bloedorn. She knew how much I loved dogs so many of those ornaments are puppies. There's even a big, heavy silver TV that has a picture of Basil in it. Can't wait to hang those on the tree today :)

Then, I was visiting my favorite website www.twopeasinabucket.com. Someone received a present from a relative who had passed on and wanted to know if anyone had been through the same thing. This is what I posted:

Yes, my grandmother (mom's side) had a battle with cancer and knew that she wouldn't be able to purchase gifts. She probably also knew she wouldn't make it until Christmas. She had my mom go to a store where she had seen the perfect music box for me (I collect them). I received that music box for Christmas, less than one month after she died. It is one of my most special presents, I treasure it and the fact that, even though she was so ill, she still took the time to think about me and make sure I was left with a good memory.

That music box hasn't been unpacked because it needs a bit of repair. Maybe when my mom is here we can find a place to fix it. Other than that, I've almost finished decorating...just the tree to go. Of course, JT had to restring the lights because I put them on upside-down. Ah well :) Then I need to finish the gifts I'm making for the family. I should start baking soon too but we'll see how that goes. So much to do...I think it's time to put on some Christmas music and get started.

Boxer-in-Law

2006-11-26T14:40:00.000-05:00

Zoot (or as I call him, Zooty) is our "boxer-in-law" :) Went to Tennessee for Thanksgiving to spend time with JT's family. It was a looong drive. We headed out Wednesday after work and spent the night near Columbia, S.C. then finished the drive to TN on Thanksgiving Day. We decided to leave on Saturday around 2pm and we made it home before 11pm...so about 9 hours. It's nice to have the day to get caught up on a few things (read: clean the house and do laundry). I would've hated to have to go to work tomorrow morning if we'd done the drive today.

The dogs got along well and Basil and Jenny are knocked out. I hope Zoot isn't missing them too badly :) I think I'll start decorating for Christmas :)

Christmas Card Photo Shoot

2006-11-18T18:42:00.000-05:00

JT and I went to the beach with our friends to take some photos...hoping one would work for our Christmas card. It was a cool day but the sun was out. I think we should have waited a bit longer b/c there is lots of squinting. Anyway, here are my favorite three of ours - I'm sure they'll post above this message. Have I mentioned how much I LOVE the beach? It's so beautiful, refreshing, and rejuvinating. It's funny, since we've moved here I just have the sense that we are exactly where we're supposed to be right now :)

Head Start

2006-11-16T20:46:00.000-05:00

I'm home from, hopefully, my last trip for work. Went to D.C. for a conference which wasn't all that useful. Anyway, I got the organizing bug tonight. I went through our storage room and put everything away and off the floor. Then, I went through all of my Christmas boxes...just to take an inventory of my ornaments, decorations, wrapping supplies, etc. I've almost finished my shopping. I've just got a few final things to pick up. I do need to get working on the gifts I'm making though. I'll be baking lots of cookies to give so I need to finalize my list and make sure I have all the ingredients. I'm hoping to get a jump on things and freeze the dough or cookies. It'll be easier that way. I really need to dedicate one day to getting that together. Trying to make the season less stressful. It'll also help since most of my gifts need to mailed :)

I did manage to strain my back moving a heavy box...lifted wrong and felt the twinge in the old familiar spot. Oh well, it'll pass fairly quickly. Ok, time to grab a bedtime snack and hit the pillow.

I did it...

2006-11-12T15:20:00.000-05:00

I finally wore the dogs out! Ok, I know this doesn't seem like a big deal but when Basil falls asleep before 8pm, it IS a big deal :) I had Friday off so we went to the dog park then, then Sat for 2 hours and today for 1 and a half hours. After that, we came home and they stayed outside with me for about 3 hours while I cleaned my car (yes, it was that dirty). So, it's a good day. Dinner is in the oven (turkey breast), the laundry is almost done, the dogs are tired, and my blog is updated. I also took a few pics of the pups this afternoon.

I'm off tomorrow on what is hopefully my last work trip of the year. Headed to DC for a seminar and training. Staying at the hotel where the conference is and I'm looking forward to that. I'll be in and out quickly so no time for sightseeing but time for dinner with a coworker.

He does it every time!

2006-11-04T17:27:00.000-05:00

JT has this awful habit of mentioning something he wants...like for his birthday, or in this case Christmas (Hawaiian shirts) just in passing...then he just goes and buys it for himself. So, being that he refuses to make a Christmas list, I take special note and start looking for that very thing. This year, I started shopping early (I'm almost done) and found 2 shirts on Ebay and socked them away. Well today I notice that JT has a box from Hawaii waiting for him today. Sure enough...four shirts! STINKER - but I should have known. He's done this with his stereo system, computer game, clothes, and various other gift possibilities.

This year, he still gets the shirts b/c I already bought them. Luckily he didn't order anything like them. I also will be getting him something else, like a gift card :)

Did you know?

2006-10-27T17:18:00.000-05:00

that a quick run through the airport is a great way to lessen your anxiety about flying? I knew exercise helped, which is why the dogs and I took a one hour walk today, but I didn't know that I should just make it a habit to run from one gate to the other. I went the wrong direction in Houston to the "B" terminal and ended up having to go through security again. So, I called my receptionist to look up the next flight b/c I was supposed to be boarding as I was waiting in line. Turns out...the flight was a bit delayed b/c of a couple broken seats. Yep, I ran for nothing but the exercise was good for me anyway :)

I'm home for a couple days. Pretty tired and hoping to get to bed early tonight. JT and I are thinking about going to a movie tomorrow. Either The Prestige or The Departed. It'll be nice just to be home and spend time with JT. I'm sooooo ready to be done traveling.

Basil is full of piss and vinegar, and whining, as usual. He just seems to get so worked up after I've been gone. Right now, he's just staring at me...praying that I'll let him outside :) It's a good thing he's cute!

Back from Alaska

2006-10-25T08:16:00.000-05:00

And back on the road again today. That's right, less than a week at home this time. I'm off to TX until Friday evening, home for the weekend, then out to NJ on Sunday night. Then I'm done until mid-November. So, as with any day of a flight, I'm feeling anxious. Gonna have to start getting ready in about 30 minutes, maybe 15 :)

So, Alaska was beautiful and the meetings were great. Not sure if I mentioned it but there was a very small earthquake while I was there. I was laying in bed when it started to move a bit. I knew it was an earthquake but I tried to convince myself it was a truck, meanwhile I was looking for the closest door jam to get under. But, it turned out to be very minor.

I'm also posting a few pics of Basil at the beach. I can't believe how much he loves it there.

Ok, I better start getting ready soon so I'm off...take care.

I saw MOOSE! I saw MOOSE!

2006-10-18T00:39:00.000-05:00

After looking for two days, including going out during lunch at our meetings, I finally saw moose. I saw two young male moose in a park and a baby moose in the woods...so cute and so cool! So far, I've taken nearly 100 pictures, can't wait to develop them. We went to the Alaska Native Heritage Center for dinner and saw some native dance. It was unlike anything I've seen...such a rich history. Dinner was nice. Then a few of us girls went to the Wildberry Company for some quick souvenir shopping. A full, busy day but it will be well worth being tired. I'm missing JT something terrible so he WILL be coming with me the next time! Time for bed :)

I saw BEARS!!!

2006-10-15T22:35:00.000-05:00

It was through a telescope, but I saw a momma and her two cubs. Way up in the mountains. There were goats too :) It was so exciting! Sharon and I spent the day sight-seeing. We drove down the coast, up to Flatop, around town, then Benihana's for dinner. Alaska is just so beautiful. It wasn't this beautiful the first time I was here, which was during the ice break. Now, I just want to see a moose. A couple at Benihana's suggesting a park nearby where they like to congregate...big bull moose. I'm hoping to have some sunlight left Wednesday to go check it out.

Safe and Sound

2006-10-15T12:05:00.000-05:00

I've arrived in Anchorage safely, maybe not so soundly though :) It was a LONG day of travel, followed by an very short sleep. For some reason, I woke up after 4 hours of sleep and haven't been able to go back to sleep. Ah well...I watched the sunrise, which is at about 8:00am up here. Think I'm going to call Sharon and take the short drive to Alyeska (hope I spelled that right). It's about 45 minutes from here but the drive is along the coast and there are quite a few parks around. I really want to see a moose and I think Sharon really wants to see a glacier. Maybe we can kill two birds with one stone.

Also hoping to hit the grocery store (water, fruit, healthy stuff) and the downtown Anchorage area. There's a book store there that carries this great Alaskan author. I could really use a massage but since I have a pedicure the day after I get back, I think I'll pass. But, a nice hot shower is definately in my future.

I ran in to another subsidiary staff member while getting my rental car and she asked if she could get a ride b/c she didn't want to get a car then proceed to get lost. It was kind of nice to have the company in a strange place. We grabbed McDonald's then headed back to the hotel. So, today is mine then meetings for the next 3 days.

I did have a bit of frustration with my travel. Besides the fact is was bumpy pretty much the entire way from Houston to Seattle...yep, Seattle. You see, my itinerary said noting about Seattle, just Houston to Anchorage. But, we did stop in Seattle. I guess there is a difference between a "direct" flight and a non-stop flight. Not good to throw that at a person with anxiety. JT was able to get me the information about flight times and layovers though so that helped a lot. At least I didn't have to change planes.

Ok, I think it's time for that shower :) I'll try to write more tomorrow and take a bunch of pictures.

Matching shoes are overrated

2006-10-12T17:19:00.000-05:00

So, today I wore two completely different shoes to work! Yep...one black, one brown, and both had different heel heights. And I didn't even realize it until I walked into the elevator. Fortunately, my coworker had a clean pair of socks, which I promptly put on my feet and proceeded to tell everyone that my feet were cold - whatever works and keeps me from looking like a nut. I think I need a vacation. Or at least a good nights sleep.

Jenny kept me up most of the night. She wanted out at 11pm, 1:30am, then barked for 30 minutes, up again at 3:00am (JT let her out that time). She better sleep tonight or she might find herself in the back room with the door closed. I'm pretty sure she just wants to play and chase whatever not-so-furry woodland creature might be outside.

I'm off to Alaska on Saturday and I seem to be more anxious than normal. I think it's the idea of being on one plane for 9 hours...not to mention the other 5 hours of travel time. The plane will be big, which I like, but I think I'm worried I'll get bored or uncomfortable and then I'll just have to deal with it. Guess my carry-on will be packed to brim. I did have to dig out my winter coat, scarf and gloves - that was fun :)

Ok, off to check the clothes in the dryer, work on my packing list, and set the DVD recorder to tape Grey's Anatomy...because I plan to be asleep by the time it comes on.

What a way to start a Saturday

2006-10-07T06:03:00.000-05:00

I was up early again at 5am, which is actually about an hour more sleep than I've been getting lately (but I digress), to let the dogs out. Well, they took off after something. This, of course, is not good because I have no idea what type of not-so-furry woodland creature they might be after. Turns out it was an armadillo. It was a small one so it must have been young. The little thing looked so scared and just ran off once I distracted the dogs. I've heard dillos are mean and I'm sure they carry parasites (kind of like a rat with a shell). So, that's the start to my day but nobody is any worse for the wear but I'm certainly wide awake now.

I've actually spent the whole week at home and I have a three day weekend. Yes, we get Columbus Day off, which is pretty cool b/c it lets me run errands on a day when there aren't a lot of people out. No big plans exept maybe a trip to the outlet mall. I've already started Christmas shopping. I'm hoping that planning ahead will help save some money.

Well, off to the dog park soon so I better get up and get going.

In the airport

2006-09-27T13:18:00.000-05:00

Yup, big surprise, I'm at the airport again. This time on the way to D.C. for a Corporate Meeting. I hadn't planned on attending this one but when the top HR person says you should go, you go. So glad that we can finally take small liquids on the plane. Even more excited that I don't have to toss my $3.00 bottle of water that I bought past security. I had two TSA agents tell me how pleased they were that I knew exactly what the new regs were when I packed my liquids. I did mail my larger liquids, like face wash and lotion, to the hotel where I'm staying and I'll have a coworker mail them back to me. Never before have I been so pleased that I have two of everything...one for travel makes for easy packing, now it means that I don't have to worry about when I get it back.

Not feeling really great today but I'm pretty sure it's mostly anxiety...fun. After this trip, I'm home for two whole weeks before I head to Alaska, then home for a week and back out again, then home for two weeks and back out again AND THAT BETTER BE IT FOR A WHILE :) It's difficult to get things done, possible but difficult, from the road.

Ok, better hit the restroom again. Wish I could just strap myself in to the restroom on the plane and fly in there the whole time ;)

Happy 1st Anniversary!

2006-09-24T11:45:00.000-05:00

to us :) That's right, one year ago today, we celebrated our love with our friends and family. It was a beautiful day and we had a great time! JT sent 18 roses to work on Friday and I have a gift for him tonight. Although, I think he already knows what it is...that's just like him. I really should give up on trying to surprise him :) We're going to The Tree Steakhouse for dinner (and I might even have some dessert). For now, enjoy the pictures...I hope to convince him to let me take one today.

Lovely Trip

2006-09-20T18:20:00.000-05:00

Had a wonderful trip to Wisconsin. The wedding was absolutely beautiful...perfect day, perfect setting, perfect couple, great food. We did miss out on the wedding cake though. Annette was the perfect date ;) Spent time with cousins, aunts and uncles, godparents, friends, parents...everyboday.

I thought I was going to be home until mid-October when I go to Alaska but I guess not. Just found out about a meeting I need to attend next week in D.C. Still have to book the travel for both trips. Then, at the end of the month, I need to be in two places at once - or close to it anyway. JT is not a happy camper. I think I better find a way to stay home until after the holidays, except the occassional trip to Panama City.

Ok, still have some things to do before bed. I'm tired so I better get on it.

9/11

2006-09-11T16:26:00.000-05:00

Five years later, but I still remember...

I was living and working in Milwaukee, WI at the time. I remember I was running around the office trying to get stuff done when some told me that a plane had hit the WTC. Our VP had cable tv in his office so we all gathered round. We watched the second plane hit, we watched the towers collapse, we watched the pentagon get hit and the plane go down in PA.

I remember feeling out of control and helpless. I tried to reach my mom because we live about 20 miles from Hoover Dam, which has always been on the top 10 terrorist target list (we still had a working bomb siren and tested it regularly). I was so relieved when she finally answered.

I was in a daze all day (well, all week actually). I watched TV for the next three days straight. I couldn't believe how many of my coworkers came to work the next day like nothing had happened.

5 years

2006-09-09T19:41:00.000-05:00

I can't believe it's been five years since September 11, 2001. And for some reason, I'm way more emotional this year than in years past. Maybe its all the additional press. Right now I'm watching Tom Brokaw and the air traffic controllers discuss what happened during that day. It's amazing what these folks went through on that day. They are heros too. They managed to get all those planes out of the air safely...no simple task.

They aren't showing the complete footage of the impact with the towers. They cut it just before impact and then show the burning building. I know this brings back bad memories for many, but I don't ever want to forget so I want to see it. I still wonder how many planes had hijackers on board that backed out or gave up, never to be caught.

I'm sure I'll have more to say on Monday. For now, I'm going back to this news program.

A game they play

2006-09-03T11:19:00.000-05:00

So, Jenny and Basil have this game they play on a daily basis. I don't have any pics because they're running so fast. It starts out with Jenny on the sand pile just inside the rim of the pond. Basil waits on the outer edge...

Jenny starts digging then BAM - she's off. She runs around the inner edge while Basil "chases" her from the outer edge. They run from one end to the other, always meeting in the sand pile, back and forth about 5 times. And they're both exhausted when they're done. That's the best part :)

Change is a good thing

2006-09-01T18:31:00.000-05:00

right?

I am so tired today. I haven't slept well all week and neither has JT although we're not sure why. Anyway, my change (no, I'm not pregnant :)

I met with a new psychiatrist now that we've moved and I learned that the anxiety/panic medication that they have me on. Turns out that the med I've been on for the past 8 years now has better, safer alternatives. So, I'm open to change and we begin our discussion about options. We're TTC so it's very important that I know as much about my meds as possible and risks to a fetus. The doc said that the ideal situation is not to be on any meds. Well, that's kind of obvious. So, I relay the reason I'm still on meds. My OB, psych, and myself (in Virginia) decided that it could actually be better for me to be on the lowest dose rather than completely off. But, with this new information, my new doc prescribed a different med. Then, it occurred to me...now would be the perfect time to try to go off meds all together. So, that's what we decided. I have filled the script just in case, but I'm going to try no meds - one day at a time - and see how it goes. Worst case...I take the new meds.

So, JT is on the watch for any major changes...just in case I don't recognize it. I'm pretty aware of my anxiety cycle and I know how to recognize it and when to ask for help. The doc also said that I may even lose some weight w/o meds or even on the new med. That would just be icing on the cake :)

I'm actually thinking about going back to Weight Watchers and trying the "Core" plan. I think it might help me be less addicted to sugar and lose weight. I'd also like to find some exercise. I'm not sure if that'll be a gym or a dance class. Who knows? but I'm getting to the point where I just can't take it anymore.

Ok, Basil is a whiny baby tonight - well, really every night - so I'm going to let him out one more time tonight.

Done

2006-08-28T19:16:00.000-05:00

That's right...done. Done with my scrapbook about my trip to Monterey, CA in July 2005. It was a beautiful trip and I'm pretty sure I took well over 100 photos and I didn't even scrap them all. Love that I gave myself that freedom. I realized it after hearing one of my scrapbook "idols" mention it. Now, if I could just convince Basil that we're done so he would lay down. He wears me out during the week. It's so hot by the time I get home that we can't stay out for more than 15 minutes at a time. So, in and out we go all evening long. Until about 8 o'clock, when he decides it's okay to rest now. This afternoon was particularly fun. I came home to find that they'd gotten in the garbage and eaten Kung Pow Beef. That did not sit well with Basil. Jenny is a whole different story. She can eat anything with her stomach of steel. She's also extremely low maintenance. I think I let her out for about 15 minutes a day and she'd still curl up next to me just wanting to be petted. Ah...the joy of dogs :) Again, I leave you with a picture of Panama City Beach from a recent work trip.

Not much...

2006-08-27T11:17:00.000-05:00

to say and not much going on. Keep thinking about doing some scrapbooking or baking but I can't seem to get off my hinder. Guess I'm just trying to recouperate after all my travel. Yep, got home on Friday and was off again on Monday. Now I'm here until mid-Sept, I hope. Work remains busy and it's going to get busier. One of my staff resigned and I'm going to just fill her spot for the time being. The pups and I had fun at the dog park this weekend. It rained quite a bit so the lake was up. Jenny also mananged to get the bag of treats off the counter some time last night. You should see her belly - it's FAT :) She hasn't been moving much except to chase lizards. Which, by the way, have appeared in large numbers all of the sudden. Maybe it was the rain. I really like lizards and we have a few types here, very cool :) So, I need to go check on the laundry and make some cookies...I think ;) I leave you with a picture of a snake...a rat snake to be exact (not venomous)...so we're cool. My theory is that, if it can't hurt me, JT, or the dogs and it takes care of other yucky things - then I will remain calm.

ETA: I did actually scrap and bake cookies :) And now, I can't sleep.

Home

2006-08-23T18:10:00.000-05:00

So good to be home. I had a quick change in travel plans sent me to D.C. on Monday for an overnight trip. Got home around 2pm and was at work around 10am. Busy, really busy. But it's still good to be home. I'm home until my trip to Milwaukee (I hope) so I'm planning on getting some things done and hopefully some scrapbooking. It's also time to get working on Christmas gifts :)

On the road...AGAIN

2006-08-15T18:46:00.000-05:00

Yep, that's me. Since I was sick last week, I had to postpone my trip to Panama City. I'm headed out tomorrow after a couple hours of work. It's about a 5 hour drive so I stopped by Barnes & Noble to pick up a couple of AudioBooks. I landed a Patricia Cornwell novel and The Devil Wears Prada. So, between these two, I've got 8.5 hours covered :) I'm also going out to eat at Pineapple Willy's on the Beach. Then, I've got a full day of work, I just hope I'm ready.

Went for a bike ride tonight...the weather was finally cool enough. There's a little park with a few paved paths just up the road from us. I took the dogs there last night for a little walk. We met up with the park's resident dog. There's a man who lives on the park property and he lets King roam about. Fortunately, King is both kid and dog friendly, so he went on our walk with us. Cute, furry little guy, he's got to get hot out there.

In other news...I'm going to Wisconsin in mid-September. So excited, I haven't seen my friends or family in just about a year (since my wedding). I can't believe I'll have been married for a year on September 24th. JT doesn't want to exchange gifts, which is okay b/c we're saving for a house. But, we are going to go somewhere...maybe SeaWorld. JT wants to go scubadiving but, after spending my honeymoon learning to ski, I really don't want to spend my anniversary learning to dive. Besides, it scares me...the whole mask on my face, tight suit, dark water thing is a bit much for me ;)

Okay, that's it from me and my little world...I'm off to take a shower and head to bed :)

Time to Think

2006-08-10T17:43:00.000-05:00

Well, I'm still not over this sinus infection. It took me out of work for two days this week and while the antibiotic has taken its tole on my body, it barely seems to have touched the infection. Ah well, at least I was able to go to work today. Feels good to be a functioning human being.

So, while I was spending time in bed at home, I started watching reruns of 7th Heaven. This part happened to be about their oldest daughter Mary, who is spiraling out of control. I've been there...been the spinning child who just can't seem to get it together or even acknowledge that there is something wrong. It was like a disassociative episode. Fortunately, like the show, my parents came and pulled me back and got me help. I cried more than once watching the episodes, especially when I think about my parents and what they were going through. I don't think I ever really thanked them properly but I think they know how grateful I am. It's because of them that I got back on track...got my Bachelor's AND my Master's and have gone on to be a strong, healthy woman. So, thank you!

On a happy note, I found some puppy pictures of Basil while I was sick and decided to scan them in. The quality isn't great but they're all I have so I love them. I can't believe he turned 3 on August 1st.

In other exciting news...I'm going to Wisconsin for a long weekend in September. My friend is getting married :)

I'm back and other thoughts (may be TMI)

2006-08-06T08:20:00.000-05:00

I'm back from San Antonio. It was a successful trip and I had some great Mexican food. I'm home now for a few days then off to Panama City. And, I'm feeling a bit crappy, like I have a small (very small) bug...something in my chest. Anyway, I took the dogs to the park yesterday but couldn't make it today. JT, wonderful man that he is, took them this morning. I'm so glad there are two of us. So, I don't have anything interesting report, just wanted to update a bit. I think I'm going to lay down and watch a movie :)

In other news...not pregnant, even though I was 2 weeks late. I never thought I would get my hopes up every month and it doesn't help that I don't seem regular. Well, it's time to get a little more serious...temperature charting and such, I mean. I'm also heading to Weight Watchers. I'm sure my extra weight isn't helping although, I can't get too frustrated b/c we've pretty much just been winging it :) I just don't want to be this heavy anymore. I'm going to start with small goals and eventually it will all work out. So, I'm putting this all out in the universe...I'm ready to begin losing weight, and I'm welcoming a new baby to our family.

Hittin' the Road

2006-08-01T09:34:00.000-05:00

Yep, I'm heading out again. I've been home for over a month now so I can't complain too much. I'm headed to San Antonio to give training and I'll be there the rest of the week. Then next week, Panama City, FL for an overnighter. Then I get a week "off". Finally, I'm off to D.C. for an overnighter. Then I should (hopefully) slow down for another month. Mom might be taking a quick trip in there too...whew...guess I'll be busy. Not feeling great today but that's not exactly unusual before I travel :)

Save 1.800.SUICIDE

2006-07-30T13:52:00.000-05:00

Got this link from www.postsecret.com. It's important...and all you have to do is click the link to email government, the rest is filled in for you.

Shelter Dogs

2006-07-30T11:59:00.000-05:00

Interesting documentary about a shelter that practices euthanization in a human way. Of course, adoption is their goal and they don't always have a "set" timeframe for adopting out before euthanizing.

It was interesting to see her take on "no kill" shelters and how, for many dogs, it's worse than euthanisia because they often sit in their kennels for years. Also about how the country has gone "no kill" and abandon animal control. The basic sentiment is that the idea of "no kill" is excellent but we just haven't gotten to the point where we can give them a good quality of life. It was just a point of view that I hadn't considered. I think it's changed the way I think.

In other news...I went to the beach this morining. Something about the water is so rejuvinating and relaxing. Maybe it's because I grew up on Lake Mead but I have always had a peacefulness whenever I'm around water. How lucky am I, that every morning I cross the Julington Creek bridge and glance out to the Saint Johns river...beautiful. It's a great way to start off my work day :)

Ok, off to pick up the house, do some laundry and go the grocery store.

These Two...

2006-07-28T18:51:00.000-05:00

look so sweet and innocent BUT they
can get into a lot of trouble, very quickly. They've been a handful since JT went back to work. I expected this but tonight, I lost my cool...and yes, I feel guilty about it. I think I need a break.

During this week, they have gotten into a box of vitamins, doggy pain meds, prenatal vitamins, the garbage (with glass!), up onto the counter to doggy joint vitamins, and dog treats. Jenny has stolen JT's glasses and thrown up (not the glasses). Of course, the missing glasses had both JT and I up at 2:30 AM to look for them. Tonight, they were being more active than usual. This always happens on night when JT is tired and barely capable of helping me out. So, I took them for a drive...around the neighboorhood, then to the gas station. Everything was going fine until I let them out of the car. Then they took off across the field, across a dirt road (!), and into the neighboor's yard. So, I called, angrily, for them to come. Whenever that fails, I always go pick up (literally) the dog that won't come and bring them back to where I called them from. This time is was Basil. So, I picked him up like I've done a bunch of times and proceeded to step into a hole and twist my ankle...and drop Basil! He hit the ground and let out a yelp. He must have tweaked his bad knee and wouldn't put any wieght on it. I instantly started apologizing and lovin' on him...while Jenny found a place in their yard to take a dump. So, after she finished, I picked her up and carried her a little while. After I put her down, she started to dawdle but one sharp "come" seemed to get her back on track. So here the three of us are...limping and dawdling our way back to the house, where JT was asleep! That didn't last long because I slammed the door, told him what happened, then made my way back across the field to pick up the poop. Oh yeah, and as I picked up the poop...the fire ants decided to try me on for size (I won). The dogs and I made up quickly, Basil is fine, and JT is sleeping...ah, my not-so-perfect family. I just wish I could always stay cool and calm no matter what was happening or how much I hurt myself. Alas, that's just not me...good thing JT has the patience of a saint :)

Job...found

2006-07-23T19:54:00.000-05:00

JT's got a job! So, that means no more daily visits to the dog park for Basil and Jenny. It also means that I'm going to have to start pitching in more around here. It's kind of a mixed blessing. I really enjoy JT being home...for purely selfish reasons of course :) It means I have more time b/c I don't have to cook, clean, or exercise the dogs every day. But, things will be going back to normal. JT needs a challenge, he needs to work. And this job should be fairly easy, mostly inside, and only 50 hours a week. I'm used to 60-70 hours a week so we'll take it. Of course, the money doesn't hurt either. Now, it's time to really nail the debt and start focusing on buying a house.

A place of our own, to do with whatever we want...yep, that's the next goal!

Proof

2006-07-17T17:11:00.000-05:00

This picture is proof that we had visitors and proof that JT's parents came all the way from Tennessee :) They came to deliver an electric dryer for us because we only have a gas dryer but no gas hook up. We spent 2 1/2 days just hanging out, eating, and talking. It was so hot! Mom made it out to the dog park with us on Sunday. She also brought fabulous fresh garden vegetables - including corn! Delicious corn! We did make a trip to Sams Club. Exciting, I know, but it was air conditioned. I just love spending time listening to their stories about the "good ole days" - great stories about being in the Navy, raising two boys, working a farm. I'm so lucky to have great in-laws! I hope they'll come back when it's a bit cooler and we can go out somewhere.

Update

2006-07-11T17:06:00.000-05:00

Time to update and show some new pictures :) Big news is that I recently passed my Senior Professional in Human Resources exam...like a CPA for the HR profession. So, that's pretty cool. And possible the last "test" I'll ever take. I did it in record time, 1.5 hours. They allow 4 hours so that was really quick but I've always been that way. Always the first or second one done, usually meant a good grade. Right after the exam, I attended an industry conference...great learning and great fun. Spent a week in D.C. and did the tourist thing on Saturday. My favorite spot was the National Gallery of Art. So much to see and do. Got to peek at Cassat, Renoir, and even a Da Vinci - pretty cool. I also stopped at the American History museum. Mostly wanted to cool off but I ended up walking upon the Flag that was flown at the Pentagon on 9/11. I really didn't expect the reaction I got...tears. I just started softly crying. I never forget that day but sometimes, the sadness just takes me by surprise. It's a good reality check.

Work has been busy...no real change there :) I have made a new friend and she has a boxer too. We met this Saturday with Basil and Peanut, hoping they would get used to each other. They did, they ran around together and only had one small "issue" that was quickly nipped in the bud. Now, we just need to add Jenny to the mix. Hmmmm...we'll wait a while for that one. Ruth and her husband also came over for dinner on Saturday night. I had so much fun just hanging out and the boys really seemed to hit it off. Sure is nice to have friends nearby.

Those pictures are from Saturday as well. It was a beautiful day out, perfect time to practice my photography. I'm really working on getting the "catchlight" in their eyes. I'm pleased with how they turned out. JT's parents are coming for a visit this weekend - I'm excited to see them, it's been a while. Not sure what we'll do or eat, but we'll figure it out.

Pure

2006-07-03T16:30:00.000-05:00

Pure joy, pure fun, pure puppy. That's what this picture is to me. Basil is loving living near the beach. Jenny just seems to tolerate it...like I said, she's happy eating dead crab bodies (again, yuck). But Basil, he loves the surf and the sand, loves running into the water, and jumping over waves. It's so wonderful to be a part of it all.

2006-07-01T18:09:00.000-05:00

Drying clothes on the line brings back memories. My mom and I have line-dried our clothes for as long as I can remember. Growing up just outside of Las Vegas allowed us to line-dry our clothes pretty much any time of year. But, the strongest memory is of 100+ degree days...on these days, the clothes would dry in 20 minutes or less. Now, that's faster (and cheaper) than any dryer. So, now that I'm in Florida, where it's plenty warm enough, I'm going to line-dry as many clothes and sheets as I can. Of course, that's barring any rain, which is far more common here than in Nevada. I can't wait to fall asleep with that fresh, sunny smell on my sheets...Yum!

Wow...

2006-06-13T18:39:00.000-05:00

I knew I would be busy when I took this new position but man, it's just crazy! That, accompanied with unpacking, has made me very tired. How do people with children do it? Guess I'll find out someday :) Really nothing much new. Just working hard, dogs are well, JT is well. I am taking a 5 hour drive tomorrow to Panama City for work. Then, next week I'm headed to D.C. for my SPHR exam and the SHRM Conference...it should be fun. I'm freaking out about this exam and whether I will pass it. I never should have told anyone I was going to take it or I should have waited until December. Oh well, it is what it is and I'll do the best I can.

We had our first tropical storm hit landfall sometime during the night last night. It didn't really it here but the rain and winds did. Made for a fun commute this morning. By this afternoon, the sund was out. It's been windy and a few branches are down but nothing major. I've decided that I would feel better if we had our hurricane preparedness stuff all together. We'll get there, hopefully before a major storm.

Well, I'm headed to bed early...night!

Alligator Farm

2006-06-04T15:29:00.000-05:00

In an attempt to get over my somewhat irrational fear of alligators, JT and I went to the Alligator Farm in St. Augustine today. I was even brave enough to watch the alligator feeding that took place shortly after we arrived. It didn't really take us too long to get through the park but it was still fun. And I really didn't get the education I was looking for so I'll have to do a bit more research.

St. Augustine is the oldest city in the U.S. - very quaint and touristy...similar to Savannah. Funny, I really had never visited many different places until I moved to VA and started working with my company. Now, I've had the chance to see a ton of different things. So much so that I can even compare cities :)

Our "stuff" comes in two days, only two more days on the AeroBed! Although, I'm grateful to have what I do have, I'll be really happy when all my creature comforts arrive and get unloaded.

I'm off to find a chinese restaurant for dinner. Yum!

Where do I start?

2006-06-03T13:30:00.000-05:00

Well, we made it safely to Florida but our stuff still hasn't made it. It's making for interesting living conditions as we sleep, sit and eat on an AeroBed. It's kind of like camping :) Yeah, that's what I tell myself anyway but really, it kinda sucks.

The house is nice and it has a big yard with a pond in front. I am assured that the pond is free of gators and that there is no way for them to get in. I'm just gonna go with that or my imagination runs away with me. All of the sudden, I'm picturing a huge gator who comes out at night, just waiting for us. In my mind, he runs up to me in the garage...that is highly unlikely so I just need to get over it. I'm hoping to go to the Alligator Farm in St. Augustine tomorrow. I think a little knowledge is exactly what I need.

Have I ever mentioned that I love lizards? I think they're cool. The pic above is a lizard that was in our garage and had just escaped Jenny's grasp. They start out bright green but change colors to match its background. We've even had one in the house.

We found a fabulous dog park which both Basil and Jenny love. It's the nicest one we've been to. The pic of me and the dogs was taken at the ocean...Basil loves it, Jenny really doesn't. She'll have to get over that b/c I plan on spending lots of time there.

Well, I'm off to the grocery store, scrapbook store, and dairy queen...for a new monster cookie blizzard.

I like to move it, move it...

2006-05-21T14:05:00.000-05:00

ok, not really. JT has been working his butt off this weekend getting things loaded into the POD. I've been packing and purging (or is that the other way around?) like crazy and just doing whatever he asks. He's the move manager so his word goes. I'm concerned that everything isn't going to fit into the POD but he's sure he can make it work. Hey, he's a guy...he's got a better eye for spacial stuff than I do.

My birthday was Friday and we had great treats at work :) JT had given me my present early b/c I was taking a week-long work trip. Well, turns out he also got me another MONK dvd set and a card...how sweet. The dogs are at doggy daycare today b/c our landlord was coming over. Plus, it's nice to be able to leave the doors open for easy loading.

We're almost done packing (I'm done packing all of my stuff) but there is always that "little crap" that's everywhere. Ah well...I'm trying to be patient with it all. Ok, I'm off to take a break and then back to packing.

At the speed of light

2006-05-18T20:11:00.000-05:00

That's how fast I feel my life is going right now. I traveled all last week in the hope that I would get a break until the end of June. Only to find out, I'll probably be traveling again shortly after we move. Ah well...it works that way sometimes. If JT doesn't have a job by then, I think I'll cash in some frequent flyer miles and bring him with me. Althought, that means the dogs will need to be boarded. Yes folks, this is an example of when dogs are more "difficult" than children. You see, you can take a child pretty much anywhere with you - plane, hotel, shopping. Not that it's easy to take them with you but at least you don't have to leave them with a stranger/friend and pay out a ton of money. Guess it's just preparation for day care expenses :)

Let's see...not too much new here. The packing is going very well - almost done. I think we'll have it wrapped up by Saturday and hopefully we can start loading it up then as well. JT found us a rental this week and we're just waiting for the application to be approved. JT also found out that the doctor wants to see him on Monday (this is the first time he's gone to a Dr. in a long time) b/c his cholestorol and blood sugar are high. Guess this means we'll both be making some positive lifestyle changes. It's a good thing he's the one who grocery shops, he has much more discipline than I do.

In other news...I had the scariest moment (for me) on my landing into the Denver airport. We landed in the middle of windshear. And I prayed. I pray everytime I travel but this time, I prayed for a straight 20 mintues. I don't think I've ever made a landing that fast. I knew we would be okay but I asked for peace and calmness to help with my panic attack. And tell me this, why do people bring out their airplane horror stories just when things start to get "ify"??? Is it really necessary to make it worse? I guess it's just their coping mechanism but I swear, it took everything I had not to turn around and yell at them to "shut up". I'm going with the idea that "alls well that ends well" but I was physically ill until I landed in Reno after that. But, the important part is that I did it. I got back on a plane (3 to be exact) and faced the fear.

It's getting late here and I'm tired. I think it's time for a hot bath, a little bit of my book, then off to bed.

This...is where I'm going to live

2006-05-07T15:10:00.000-05:00

Near the beach...isn't it beautiful? This was taken on a cloudy day. It was quite windy...in fact, I needed a sweater but it was still beautiful. Today, on my way to the dog park, which is pretty much where I live, I was thinking about this move. Thinking about how we moved 8 times since 2001. Now, that might not seem like a lot but I lived in the same house for nearly 20 years and JT only moved once as a child. So, for us, it's a lot, but we're getting pretty good at it :) So, although I'm not looking forward to packing, loading and unloading (yes, we are doing this move ourselves), I am looking forward to being about 20 miles from the beach. It's my dream coming true. I'm looking forward to the dogs' reaction when they first experience the ocean. I'm looking forward to a slower pace of living, a lower cost of living, and a laid back place to be. I'm looking forward to the fragrance of the flowers...it seems like the fragrance was always there. So, I'm sure I'm fantasizing a bit and there are things about the area I won't like (snakes) but I know that God put us on this path and I am grateful for it.

Now, I'm off to scrapbook a bit and relax for most of the evening. I'm traveling again tomorrow so hopefully I will be well-rested.

I know, I know

2006-05-05T17:18:00.000-05:00

it's been a long time since I updated. Life is crazy. I say that knowing full well that life will always be crazy...especially once kids come into the picture. Lately it seems like there just aren't enough hours in the day. I get home from work, quick change, go to the dog park, make dinner, tidy up, study for my certification exam, shower, go to bed...oh yeah, and I try to breath during that time. Makes me wonder how people with children do it. I guess it's all a matter of scheduling.

This weekend should be okay though. Right know, the dogs are playing. I love it when they play together. Afterall, that's why we have two...so that can entertain each other :) We'll be doing some packing this weekend, which is okay by me. I hope to get some errands taken care of on Saturday and also fit in a good amount of study time. I was going to a crop tonight but I changed my mind. I'll just hang out here and plan my weekend, watch some tv, or just chill.

So, I got the promotion and we are headed to Florida! I'm very excited about this. It's always been my dream to live near the ocean. Water always brings me such peace...probably because I grew up around it. It was a weekly thing for me and I still love it to this day. Can't wait to see what Basil and Jenny think about it :)

Well, off to start my weekend!

Not Enough Time

2006-04-25T17:57:00.000-05:00

It feels like there just aren't enough hours in the day to get everything done. And my life is very busy right now...lots of travel coming up, some of it last minute. The possible work thing. A move...where to we just don't know yet. Oh well, I can't control everything but I sure do try. So, I managed to take a bike ride tonight and I'm about to fit a shower in. Then, I need to throw some clothes in the dryer, read a bit for my exam, and throw some stuff together to pack. Breathe, just breathe. JT made dinner so that helped a great deal.

Oh, and I had a dream that I was pregnant and when I told JT, he totally freaked out and ran away :) I mentioned it to him and do you know what he said? "Yep, sounds 'bout right"...great ;)

Funny Picture, then Rain

2006-04-22T16:56:00.000-05:00

I was downloading pictures from the camera today and I found this one...it just looks so funny to me. It's almost like he's stoned. Well, I guess that would really make him JT's dog (only JT stopped doing that a long time ago.

Today the landlord came with his realtor to check out the house. We set up a plan so that noone would be in the home while we're aren't there. Our dogs are very friendly but it's just not wise because you never really know. I also don't want them to get used to strange people just coming in and out of our home. So, they'll put a note that buyers must contact me first before stopping by. JT worked his ass off cleaning the carpets these past two days and it turned out great. I just wish we could keep it this way. I do know that we'll never, ever have beige carpet again :) So, they were pleased with how the house looked and that's good. We'd really like our deposit back when we move. Meanwhile, the dogs got an extra day at doggie day care (stop laughing). It was supposed to rain all day so this was a great way to get them the exercise they needed. Sure enough, they are tired little pups now. LOVE that!

I mentioned it was supposed to rain...but it really hadn't done much until about 3pm...that would be 15 minutes after I said to JT, "isn't it supposed to really rain a lot today". Now we need the rain so I won't complain but it was a bit of a freaky coincidence. JT keeps picking on me but I told him that if I had the "power" to start the rain, he'd better watch out ;)

Well, burgers and fries for dinner so I'm off!

Just a regular ol' Sunday

2006-04-16T18:13:00.000-05:00

for the T family :) Spent over an hour at the dog park and was still home by 10:30, cleaned the middle floor (did the top floor yesterday), packed a few boxes (b/c we have to move whether or not I get the promotion), finished my book (Annie Freeman's Fabulous Traveling Funeral), and spent time sitting in the grass with Basil & Jenny (my favorite part of the day).

We decided to order Chinese for dinner...Easter dinner. Chinese food is good any time of year. I really need to start studying for my upcoming certification exam but I am famous at procrastinating on that type of stuff. Mainly because I can always get away with it ;) but I'm not so sure that is a very good idea this time. After all, the pass rate is only 58% and I have spent far too much money on the preparation and the exam fee. I need to try to fit in an hour a day on the studying front.

I went for a short bike ride today which is going to count as my workout (it was over 20 minutes) especially when you throw in the cleaning for 2 hours :) Well, I still have some time to work on a gift scrapbook or study or lounge on the tv...before dinner.

2006-04-15T07:36:00.000-05:00

It''s a beautiful, sunny spring day here and I'm just waking up. I'll take Basil and Jenny to the dog park in about 20 minutes. I think we go there as much for me as we do for them. Even after living here over a year, I don't have any friends and very few aquaintences (yep, I know that's spelled wrong) but that's ok. I've always been a bit of a loner and I do have JT. I talk to my bestfriend nearly every day and my mom about twice a week. But, it's kind of nice to have a conversation with other adults who also love dogs.

This job changing business is tricky. We're crunched for time and I'm worried my current bosses will try to hold me back. Oh well, I'm going to keep moving forward, and reminding them we need to keep this process moving or JT and I will be homeless :) I will be the bigger person, I will plan ahead, and I will remain professional. I know this is a great opportunity on many levels...for my family, for my career, for myself. It sure would be nice to be able to afford a house.

Well, I'm breathing in the great spring air so I think it's time to wash my face, brush my teeth and make the 6 minute drive to the dog park (gotta love that!).

Awww man!

2006-04-11T18:55:00.000-05:00

Well, buying the townhouse is simply a no-go. Our debt ratio is just too great for the purchase price. I was pleased with Countrywide though. The woman was very helpful and told me exactly what we need to get our monthly payments down to and gave us specific ways to do it. I'm grateful for that. However, it may all be a mute point anyway.

I may have the opportunity for a promotion and relocation to the corporate office in Jacksonville, FL. They have asked me if I'm interested, which we are. I still have a bunch of questions to ask and details to iron out and I may have to compete for the position. We'll just take it one day at a time and see how it all works out. The timing really couldn't be better if it does work out. Oh, and how I would love to live near the ocean...it's one of my dreams. Cost of living is better, the pace is slower. Yes, there are downsides (alligators and snakes). That's why we will definately be taking a weekend trip down there to check it out before saying yes (if it's offered). So, maybe, when one door closes...another door opens.

Easter is just around the corner and I didn't make any cards. I think I'll have to stop and buy some tomorrow afternoon and get them mailed out. I also need to get started working on a gift scrapbook for my mom for Mother's Day. I have no idea what to get my stepmom, but I'll figure something out. The dogs and I are thoroughly enjoying the warm weather and the nearby dog park. So much so that I'm already tired at 8pm. Well, off to look for some pics of mom and I and then to bed :)

AAAAHHHH!

2006-04-07T17:33:00.000-05:00

Yep, been one of those days. Not really much to post but that's only because I won't discuss my work here. Suffice it to say that my work day could have gone much better. I need to figure out my next move, my next direction in my career. I just got back from another trip and am so tired of traveling...and I don't even do it all that much, only once or twice a month. The plane ride home was quite bumpy and I really don't care for that at all. But, we made it home safe and sound.

Still working on the townhouse thing but one of the things at work may put a wrench in that. Oh well, I think we'll just keep moving forward. Waiting for dinner to be delivered, yes...it is a Friday thing, from a local pizza joint and looking forward to a relaxing weekend. I'm sure I'll do some cleaning but I'm also hoping to get to scrapbook some. Have a good weekend!

Nothing much to report

2006-04-01T19:31:00.000-05:00

but I'm gonna report anyway :) Finished my seminar on Friday in time to stop at PaperSource (www.paper-source.com) in Georgetown...neat little town. My mom, my friend Annette and I could spend the entire day shopping there! I picked up a couple books and some envelopes, nothing major but it was fun to look around. Saw my little squirrel friend again during lunch but I didn't have anything to give him. I'm sure he'll be fine.

JT and I went to the Super Pet Expo today, mainly because we could bring the dogs with us. It was packed, full of fun and educational stuff to look at and do. We only spent about an hour there but it was nice to get out with our whole family. I had considered going to the Cherry Blossom Festival in D.C. but it's just so crowded. It does sadden me that I really haven't taken advantage of how close we are. I let my anxiety get in the way of fun things like that sometimes. Speaking of anxiety, I've lowered the dosage on my meds to make it safer to get pregnant. I do notice a difference but it's not as bad as I thought it would be. I'm sure that has something to do with the fact that I'm exercising regularly for the first time in my adult life.

Went for a bike ride today and it was a real workout...especially when you consider how much the wind was blowing. It felt good to get that workout. I spent the next couple of hours washing some of our walls. You can definately tell that we own dogs b/c all of the walls have dirt as the same level. I'm pretty sure it's from Basil (boxer) shaking his head and jowels. Oh yea, and rubbing them up against the walls! Felt good to be able to see a difference but I went through 6 Magic Erasers on just one floor. I'm not sure I'll buy more or if I'll try a washcloth, soap and water tomorrow. Have had a nice evening of watching DVR'd tv shows and hanging out. We set our clocks ahead tonight so I think I'm going to go to sleep early :)

Conversation with a Squirrel

2006-03-30T18:36:00.000-05:00

What's that, you say? Well, I've been attending a seminar deep in the heart of D.C. this week. There is a small park nearby where I go to have my lunch. Today, while eating my sandwich, I noticed a squirrel on the trashcan across from the bench I was sitting on. He was easy to spot b/c he didn't have the typically big, bushy tail. It looked as if his tail had gotten caught or run over. Anyway, he was staring at me from the trashcan and I just knew he was eyeing my delicious sandwich and the cheesy puffs that went with it. Sure enough, he started to make his way over to me...holding eye contact the entire way. He crept all the way up to me then started to walk around the bench. The people on the nearby benches had taken notice and were giggling along with me. Obviously, this squirrel has been "trained" to beg for food. So cute and the perfect way to lighten the day. A bit later, after having moved to a bench in the sunlight, I was talking to my mom on the phone when all of the sudden the squirrel made his reappearance...by popping up on his hind legs and looking at me through the arm rest. I threw him a couple pretzels and that seemed to satisfy him, although I'm not sure if he actually ate them or not. I'm sure that he's quite adept at getting fed so I won't worry about him too much :)

Controversy and Confusion

2006-03-27T18:48:00.000-05:00

So, anyone who watches the news, reads a paper, or reads online news sources knows about immigration. What I don't know is...what the right answer is. The idea is that being in the United States illegally would become a felony crime. People are protesting, even those who are in this country legally are protesting. I just feel torn. On one hand is the legal side of things...people are not allowed to freely immigrate into the US, although many do. I think I heard as many as 11 million people in the US are here illegally. Anyway, from the legal side it seems plain as day to me...you're here illegally, you should have to face consequences. I mean, we punish all illegal crimes, why should this be any different? On the other hand is the moral side of things. I mean, what would the world be like without borders? What if people could enter and leave any country freely? I just wonder if the world shouldn't be more "open". Of course, we're now post-9/11 and is just isn't safe for the US to allow people to come and go as they please...there are too many out there willing and waiting to hurt us.

I guess that's what it comes down to, the safety of our country and if that is what I focus on, it makes the legal side of things make sense. I wonder how we all got ourselves into this mess to begin with...

Another Saturday

2006-03-25T18:16:00.000-05:00

Here we are, at Saturday again and nothing new or interesting to report. I did finish a scrapbooking project I've been working on. It's a gift for my dad and step-mom's anniversary coming up soon. Spent over an hour at the dog park today...yea, I pretty much live there...I've been almost every day after work as well. Anyway, struggling a bit with Jenny. You see, she's a border collie mix with strong border collie instincts. The herding instinct is our particular problem. She loves to chase other dogs but she is really fast and when she catches them, she grabs their tail (or butt if they don't have a tail) and makes this really vicious-sounding noise. I know that she means no harm, she just wants to stop them from leaving the herd but other dog owners don't know that and I don't blame them. Today though, she was a dream, she didn't grab anybody's tail :) I'd like to think the little "talk" we had in the car had some sort of affect. There really isn't too much I can do about it but try to watch her and praise her when she does the "good" things...I can't break instinct without breaking the spirit. Both Basil and Jenny are wiped out...love that!

On the home front, the seller has been calling us and JT is avoiding it. I just have to convince him to face the thing head-on. I mean, if he's going to put a sign out front b/c we don't have financing yet, then so be it. I'm just waiting to clean one thing up on Monday and hopefully, that will make a world of difference. JT is just so, ah, I don't really know the right word...anxious, dissapointed, frustrated...he just wants a home, something we own and can paint, somewhere to raise our babies (no, not yet). I can't blame him, I feel the same way but am being the "practical" one b/c whatever will be, will be. We'll do what we can but if it doesn't work out, we'll figure something else out.

Well, that about wraps it up. We're waiting for pizza and I have one scrapbook page I want to finish tonight :)

DON'T LOOK AT ME!

2006-03-23T18:18:00.000-05:00

Yep, yelled those words to JT a couple days ago...'cause I AM 7 years old (sometimes). You see, I've been working out with the FIRM three days a week (barring any travel) since January. I'm proud of that. I haven't lost weight but I've lost inches and I haven't gained weight so it's all good right now. Anyway, I love working out in the privacy of my own home and I HATE it when people watch me, including JT. I'm just so self-concious and competitive it's crazy. He's never done anything to make me feel that way...I've just always been like this. I can play group sports with no problem but put me in some kind of class and I just have to be the best. Not sure where it comes from b/c I rationally understand that it's ok to be ME, just me...at any skill level. Oh well, it's a small thing so he honors my request (most of the time) and I feel better. I guess I just have to look at it as "whatever it takes to get me to workout". I've struggled with motivating myself for so long that now that I've got it (almost 4 months), I'm going to do whatever I have to to stay that way. Good thing he's patient, huh?

The Switch is On

2006-03-22T19:06:00.000-05:00

JT and I have very strange work schedules. I work in HR which means there is no "slow" season although I'm usually busiest during the holiday season. JT works in irrigation which means that he is really slow during the winter and super busy during the spring, summer, and fall. I get so spoiled during his slow season...he gets home before me and takes the dogs out for a nice long walk, picks up the mail, makes dinner often. It always takes me a few weeks to get used to the switch of him coming home anytime between 5 and 8pm. It means all the evening responsibilities are mine. There is a silver lining though :) I no longer have to take the dogs out for the last walk of the evening. I hate that I get all my "work" done, start to relax, take a bath/shower, then I have to get all geared up to take them out in the cold, dark night. I also tend to be more easily spooked in the dark. So, here's hoping that I can remember how much I dislike the nighttime walks when the other responsibilities seem overwhelming.

Short, boring post, but it's all I've got right now :) I am working on a gift book for my Dad & Stepmom's anniversary but seem to be procrastinating. I also need to keep reading my "Before Your Pregnancy" book. I'm just sooo tired lately and I'm not sure why. Maybe I'll go to bed early tonight :)

Today is the first day of Spring

2006-03-20T18:28:00.000-05:00

and it's supposed to snow tomorrow :) Just a little bit though, enough to make things messy - glad I don't have to drive very far. Not too much going on these days. I'm back in the swing of things after traveling...caught up on everything. I'm reading "Before Your Pregnancy" and trying to encourage JT to read a couple chapters, reminding him that he's a partner in this process too. He's been pretty wrapped up with the house buying stuff - applying for loans, stressing over our credit...normal stuff when you're buying a house. I think we should wait another month and recheck the credit and reapply for loans. Right now, we can't afford the monthly payments at the interest rate they're offering. I will be patient :)

The new dog park opened this weekend and it's great. Nice and big! The ground cover is gravel so we need a nice rain to keep the dust down. Basil and Jenny love all the space but now we need to meet new doggy friends on the weekends. We did run into a couple and their boxer (Lola) who goes to doggy daycare with Basil and Jenny. I knew it was her because Basil ran up to her and gave her a quick "hello" kiss - so cute! It only takes 6 minutes to get there - love that!

So much for lazy Saturday

2006-03-18T09:51:00.000-05:00

Not that I'm much of a "lazy" Saturday kind of person, I was just hoping that after my travel this week I'd get some much needed downtime. Usually, I'm up at 7am and off to the dog park around 8:30...plenty of time to eat breakfast and lounge a bit. Well, I was up at the same time today but instead of regular dog park plans, we're awaiting the grand opening of our new, nearby dog park at 11am. This means entertaining and energy filled boxer until then ;) Really, he's much better than he used to be so I really can't complain. Jenny is the complete opposite. She is perfectly content to talk a walk then nap the day away. She's not lazy, just low-maintenance. So, JT is fast asleep on the couch and I've cleaned out my car and filled the water bottles for the park. The rest of my list includes cleaning and a few other projects. I also hope to convince JT to clean off the table and downstairs. Oh, and we can't forget about laundry.

Here's hoping for a lazy Sunday!

Travel, Books and Movies

2006-03-16T19:14:00.000-05:00

Just got back from my most recent work trip in San Antonio. I actually got home a day earlier than expected so that's cool. Only problem is, I am always exhausted after traveling. It doesn't matter how much sleep I get on the evening I get home, I'm always tired. So, that's the perfect time to plop down on the couch and read and watch a movie.

Just finished Conversations with Dog (read most of it on the planes rides). I like this book...it's written by an animal communicator who asks questions of dogs. Even if you don't believe in this kind of thing, the responses are funny, insightful, and inspiring. Basil and I saw an animal communicator after his first knee surgery. He was only 10 months and couldn't burn off any energy so I thought it would be a way to get us out of the house without risking injury to Basil. I figured at worst, it couldn't hurt :) It was an interesting experience...she got some amazing things right and some stuff was right but "anyone could have guessed it". The thing that stuck with me was this answer, "I came that way". She said she was going to ask me how he injured his knee but her communication transferred to him and he answered before she could ask me. It's true, his knee surgeries are mainly due to a congenital defect (straight knees) although there was a trauma event before each one totally blew.

Also got to watch Independence Day. I love this movie, I watch it every time it comes on. I could never really figure out why until this evening. It has everything...funny, inspiring, exciting, sad, joyful. I just love movies and books that can provide such a wide range of entertainment. This movie really takes me outside my everyday life because I get so engrossed in it.

Anyway, I just got a quick burst of energy and I'm off to tidy up a bit.

Spring has Sprung...Temporarily at least

2006-03-12T12:25:00.000-05:00

That means it's time to get out the bike. It's been absolutely beautiful here with temps in the high 60s and low 70s. That's the best part about where we live - mild weather :) Now, it's supposed to cool down into the 40s later this week so I've been soaking up this warm weather.

I've ridden my bike in place of my regular workout for three days now. It works all the right muscles and cardio so no problem there. I just love the feeling of the wind in my face - brings me right back to what's fun and important. Kinda back to childhood. I was 7 years old before I learned how to ride a bike and it was my best friend who taught me. I remember that day pretty vividly, which is unusual because most of my childhood I don't remember. Again, I just love the feeling of the wind in my face so I push uphill for most of the workout so that I can ride home downhill without any guilt :)

Good Stuff

2006-03-10T19:40:00.000-05:00

Ok, I know the pictures are a bit fuzzy b/c this room is dark and our camera isn't the greatest but this is the best part about having dogs. I just love it when they cuddle and this is a full-on Basil cuddle. He's taken to sitting in my lap while looking out the window as I'm scratching him :) It's just amazing to have that truly unconditional love given.

Been busy these past few days but I'm looking forward to a slower weekend. We met with the seller of our townhome and we're not sure we're going to be able to meet his price but we sure are gonna try. This would just be a perfect place to start the rest of our lives.

I went out to dinner with JT tonight and we had a lot of fun while eating shrimp at Applebee's. It can't compare to Savannah's shrimp but then I'm not really sure anything can. It was nice to sit and talk and laugh. My anxiety often makes it difficult for me to eat out but I've really been doing better with that lately. Love spending time together and connecting.

Well, JT went out for a few beers with his friends and it's a beautiful 65 degree evening so I'm off to take the pups on a nice stroll through the neighboorhood.

Whoever said...(may be TMI)

2006-03-07T18:00:00.000-05:00

that dogs don't really prepare you for babies...has never had one! Ok, a little back story here...I keep a tub of doggy joint vitamins on the table in the entryway. Basil had surgery on both knees so I am vigilant about giving them to him. Since we got Jenny, I give her one a day also b/c it really can only help. These vitamins have been sitting on that table for weeks but today, Jenny's curiosity must've got the better of her b/c when we came home, she had eaten about half of what was left. They really aren't going to cause an emergency but there was diarreha in many parts of the first and second floor - yuck! This isn't the first time we've had this issue...dogs get sick so we deal with it, clean it up, and keep and eye on them. She's also very thirsty and peeing like crazy. We may be up with this one during the night. So...let's compare,

Sick babies poop, sick dogs poop...difference is, babies usually wear diapers.

Ok, I know it's really not that simple. I mean, I can leave my dogs alone all day and I won't have them taken away. On the other hand, kids can go with you everywhere, my dogs can't...they can't go on the plane, in the store or restaurant. Anyway, I think you get my point. There are some valuable lessons about "parenting" to be learned by owning a dog (or two).

Sorry if I grossed you out :) In other news, getting ready to take another work trip next Monday. I'm going to bring the book "Preparing for your Pregnancy" on the plane. It's all about what to do and know before you get pregnant...I really need to read this. I realized this when I saw an email about mercury in fish. Now, I knew that mercury was in fish but I didn't really pay it any mind until I read about possible damage to an unborn child. Turns out shellfish is generally very low in mercury so I would have been okay (I only eat shellfish, no regular fish). How did our moms do this without all the information we have now???

It's just emotion...

2006-03-06T18:23:00.000-05:00

takin' me over. Can you hear the song in your head? Sorry, I don't know who sings it. I've been emotional today, more than usual. Could be the fact that I tossed and turned for 2 hours last night before finally admitting I needed to take some Advil or it could be that I had an OB/GYN appointment today to start trying to get pregnant. JT and I have agreed that we'd like to begin trying in April. So, I went in to determine when to get off the pill (at the end of this week), when to lower my anti-anxiety meds (after my first full-fledged period or a little bit before), when to start taking prenatal vitamins (today), have blood drawn to test for anything that might impact a fetus (STDs), get weighed (we're NOT going there), pick up an ovulation planner, and...well, I guess that's it. Ok, I'm sure the latter is the reason for my emotions being a bit keyed up. I mean, it's a big thing we're planning here. So much to think about, to be hopeful and excited about! So, the plan is in the works. I can't believe we're really doing this :)

Sometimes, I worry that this world is too crazy. But, I think people have been worried about that since the beginning of time :) I don't worry about what type of parents we'll be or any of the stuff we can't control, like timing and work. I do worry a bit about taking meds while pregnant but the truth is, and all my doctors agree, that I would not be a healthy person off my meds. My anxiety could go through the roof and cause panic attacks or severe depression. Before this medication, I was too thin b/c anxiety makes it so I can't eat. That's can't be could for a baby, right? So, we'll do what we need to do and keep a close eye on me. They have all also been informed to monitor for PPD. My mother had it SEVERLY and we're not taking any chances. I also read a study that the majority of women with OCD and anxiety experience a 90% increase in their symptoms after giving birth. My mom will be here for the first two (or more) weeks after the birth...just to make sure I don't go through what she went through. I've seen pictures of her right after my birth and she just looks "gone". It breaks my heart!

I think Basil is picking up on my emotions b/c he's extra jumpy tonight. Such a sensitive pup! Well, I off to read a good book, cut out some inspirational pieces for scrapping, and get ready for tomorrow :)

Blogthing and Sunbathers

2006-03-05T13:10:00.000-05:00

So this morning we got off to a nice, calm start to the day. We hit the dog park and grocery store before Noon :) Planning an easy day of scrapbooking and a simple dinner. That's the nice thing about getting the cleaning done on Saturday.

Blogthing.com is something I see often on TwoPeas so I thought I'd check out their site and see if anything interested me. I enjoyed this "personality" quiz and it's pretty accurate.

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is medium.
You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.
But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.
You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

Tired dogs = Good dogs

2006-03-04T19:09:00.000-05:00

So, I was woken up this morning by a small black furry creature (Jenny) jumping on the bed and then walking all over me. They had just come back for her walk and, apparently, it was time for me to get up. You see, we go to the dog park every Saturday and Sunday around 9:30am...they know this. I know dogs supposedly can't tell time, at least not in a "conventional" way, but they sure know a routine ;)

We had a nice day at the park, spent about 1 hour and 45 mintues there. It was COLD but I had my ski pants and long underwear on :) I knew that stuff would come in handy. I stopped at a nearby stamp store to see if they had any of the 7gypsies journals I've been collecting but no luck. I did walk out with some plain square cards and a clear stamping block. I had every intention of scrapping today but so far I've just been stalling...I cleaned up a bit, took a bath, watched Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil (good, but not as good as the book), made dinner, and am thinking about organizing a few areas in need. I wish I could figure out why I'm stalling on scrapping. I think I fear I won't be creative and/or happy with my results. I also think I may be overwhelmed with all the projects in my head...really need to write them down.

Anyway, the best part about the dog park it that Basil and Jenny sleep for most of the day afterwards. Now, if I could just use that time to my advantage. John and I took a good hard look at our finances and are working on a plan. We have the option to purchase our townhome and we would like to. We need to get our debt down and get on a budget. I will say that we are pretty good savers though...I know we can do this!

Well, that's about all. I think I'll reorganize the junk drawer and cook book shelf and then head to my scraproom...my goal tonight will be to put picture CDs in folders so I can mail them out.

Finished

2006-03-03T18:30:00.000-05:00

I feel less overwhelmed today. Not really sure why but that's ok with me :) I finished the book I was reading just a few minutes ago...Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil.

Yea, I know I'm a little slow on the uptake but I just didn't think this book would be as good as it was. I think I'll get his new one when it's available on paperback. It feels so good to finish a book. Heck, it feels good to read for fun. Now, I know that it's been over a year since I graduated with my Master's but I feel like I have so much "normal" reading to catch up on.

Let's see, I did some training with the dogs tonight but it was pretty short. Basil did very well with off-leash heeling and the stay commands. Jenny did well on-leash heeling and with stay. Tomorrow morning we're going to the dog park for the first time in 3 weeks. We all love it there and they get tired out :)

Finally, tomorrow is my best friend's birthday. We live quite far apart (over 900 miles) so I won't get to see her but I will talk to her on the phone. The only bummer is that I bought her present in Canada and it still hasn't gotten here yet.

Overload

2006-03-02T19:27:00.000-05:00

My brain seems to be on overload. I don't really have anything interesting going on but that's ok. I like having daily stuff to do. Lots of stuff going on at work...things I've never done before so I'm excited about that. Also looks like I'll be going to one of my favorite sites in April :) If I have to travel, it's nice to like where I'm going. It's looking like I'm going to be traveling at least once a month for a while.

I took some time yesterday afternoon to do some training with Basil and Jenny. Basil is an amazing animal...very smart and patient, quick to learn. But, I've worked hard with him and we've been through a lot together (he's had two knee surgeries). Jenny is also smart and amazing but doesn't learn as quickly. She's such a laid back dog but man, when she gets excited (like over treats) look out! So far this week, we've worked on "play dead" and "roll over". She's got "play dead" down. So, yesterday, I took them outside on leash one at a time and worked on "heel". Basil does this very well once you ask him to. I actually worked on off-leash heeling with him...he did well but I was never without treats. I also worked on "stay" with him off leash...we need to concentrate on that command a bit. I also worked with Jenny on "heel" and while she was a bit overexcited to get the treat, she did a really good job. By the end of the 10 minutes, she was heeling w/o jumping/reaching for the treat. We also worked a bit on "stay". Nothing off-leash for her yet. I love taking the time out to work with them...it really helps our relationship and bonding. I also love playing with them but training helps me be a responsible owner.

Got a lot of scrapbook projects floating around in my mind but it's overwhelming. I keep thinking of new things but that means buying more supplies. This is something I really need to work on. I think I better sit down and make a list of what I really want to do and what I'll really be able to accomplish. Most of the projects involve mini-scrapbooks for gifts.

Also thinking about how I need to get in touch with a couple of friends, how I need to record all my family and friends birthdays, anniversaries, etc. I'm not so good at remembering stuff. Heck, I can barely remember JT's birthday ;) I did get some things off my to-do list so I'm happy about that. I'm off to finish the book I'm reading (Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil) OR to begin reorganizing my scrap room. I'm also thinking about going to a crop tomorrow night. Ugh...too much thinking, not enough doing.

Spring Fever

2006-02-28T17:44:00.000-05:00

Yep, I've got it. Which I think is pretty sad. I don't remember feeling spring fever when I lived in Wisconsin and that's a colder, longer winter than Virginia. Maybe that's it...since VA gives us hints of spring all winter long (60 one day, 30 the next) it just makes it seem like spring should come right now at full force. No more of this back and forth, warm and cold weather...it just needs to stay warm. I want to walk the dogs at dusk and just need a sweatshirt instead of the winter coat, gloves, and hat. I want to be able to sit outside and read my book, instead of curled up on the couch. Oh well, I guess I'll appreciate it that much more when it really comes for sure.

We're Ba-aack!

2006-02-27T16:00:00.000-05:00

And what fun we had. We got back from our honeymoon at about 2am on Saturday morning. Whistler was absolutely beautiful and we took about 150 pictures. Yes, I already had them printed at Costco :) Now, I just need to burn CDs of the pictures for our families. I made them a CD of our wedding pictures and put it in a cute sarabinder. They can just add the new CD to that binder. Who knew it would come in handy. So, it's Monday, we've unpacked, cleaned the house (damn that feels good), and tryed to "reset" our clocks. I took today off because I knew I wouldn't be ready to work fully. I've got a busy week ahead of me with lots to do and many pressing issues. Hopefully, it will be challenging and fun...I'm so tired of being bored and frustrated at work. I spent today running around with the dogs and spent way too much money on scrapbook supplies for the honeymoon scrapbook...but everything I got was 25% off so I still feel like I scored. Took Basil & Jenny to the dog park for about 40 minutes (the dog park is simply a part of our life). I'd have like to stay longer but it's COLD outside, as cold as it was in Canada.

So...what did we do in Whistler? John skied everyday nearly all day. I took four lessons but never got off the training hill :) I didn't fall too much and I had fun learning. We went out to dinner everynight then walked through the quaint village arm in arm...so romantic. We ate at some ok places, some good places, and one gourmet meal. I had so much fun eating out and didn't have much anxiety which is amazing! After our walk, we'd stop by the Starbucks near the hotel for a hot chocolate. We both had reflexology massages (yeah...they were necessary because our feet and legs were so sore) and I went in the hot tub nearly every day. The only disappointing part was that I never got good enough to ski with John. John was super supportive and patient. He had an absolutely wonderful time!

The scenery was beautiful, gorgeous, amazing...God's work. The best scenery was on the bus ride from the hotel to the airport - we drove along the coast...oceans with snowcapped mountains and waterfalls...too cool. Unfortunately, I didn't get any pictures because the bus was moving pretty quickly and the windows were dirty. I did get a few pictures at the airport...there is just beauty everywhere there.

The dogs were boarded at the same place they have doggy day care so they played all day long. I picked them up around 9am on Saturday. They were so happy to see me (and later to see John). They needed baths, which they got last night and they were tired. They slept all day Saturday, only waking to go to the bathroom, and most of the day Sunday. We only had to take them to the pond for about 30 mintues to tire them out. Today, they are still a bit tired but much more back to themselves. Basil lost quite a bit of weight because he doesn't eat much when we're gone. I'm sure that if a vet saw him, they'd think we were underfeeding him :) He is making up for it though...getting lots of treats (from both of us) and eating about 4-6 cups of food each day. We don't feed our dogs on a schedule...they always have full bowls of food available to them. Now, we do this because neither of them has anything close to a weight problem and they only eat until they are full. We're very lucky in this respect. But, I digress.

So, we're home - happy, safe and sound. I'm off to make steaks, asparagus, and red potatoes for dinner.

We're Packed!

2006-02-16T15:25:00.000-05:00

Well, as much as we can be at this point. We still need some basic stuff to get through the night. All told it will take four pieces of checked luggage :) And I'm guessing that one or more of our pieces will be overweight and we'll have to pay extra money. You see, we're traveling to the West Coast of Canada and we live on the East Coast (mid-atlantic) and we're going skiing. This means that we have regular clothes AND ski clothes for each day. There is actually a bit of room in each of the suitcases and some of the stuff we're bringing will be gone before we return. I'm really hoping we'll have room for the stuff we buy...either that or we'll have to ship it back.

I've been feeling pretty good today, not too anxious. I will be hungry for dinner which is a good thing :) We don't have to leave for the airport until 10am so I won't feel rushed in the morning. I think I'll take the dogs to the kennel around 8:30am...I'm still trying to figure out how much food to pack and how to pack it. I think I'll figure three cups per day, maybe less. I might just stop and buy a smaller bag of dog food to bring with them. I also pack a scent item (t-shirt I've slept in for a few days), a few soft toys for them to sleep with, and treats. The kennel provides the bedding, which is fabulous.

Ok, well, I need to call my mom then pick up the dogs, and then I'll shave and shower and try to rest for the remainder of the evening. Oh, remember that 12" of snow we got? Yea, it's now pretty much all gone. It was 64 degrees today :) I'm really beginning to appreciate Northern VA more because the weather is so moderate...some cold days, some hot days, but nothing I can't handle. Ok, I'm really off now. Not sure if I'll post while we're vacationing...I made a honeymoon journal so I'll probably write in there. Take care...

This is different...

2006-02-15T21:52:00.000-05:00

I don't have to go to bed "on time" tonight :) JT and I are leaving for our honeymoon on Friday so I took tomorrow off to pack and make sure we have everything together. We were married in September but are going to Canada to ski. September and skiing don't really go together, so we decided to wait. I think it was a great idea. I'm leaving my Blackberry from work home so they are on their own! So, tomorrow, the dogs go to doggy day care (hey, don't laugh ;)) so they'll be nice and tired tomorrow night. I should be able to rest a bit. I have a anxiety and panic disorders so being able to rest is key to my emotional well-being.

On another note, I finished the last project from the Ali Edward's classes I took this weekend. It's called "Today I" and it covers 9 days in my life. I chose random days in the month of January. It was simple to do but I think it will mean quite a bit to the generations after me. We often forget about our day to day lives because, well, we do it every day. By doing this project, I realized that each day really is different and each day really is something to celebrate.

I'm already missing my pups. The place we're going is very dog friendly but they'd have to be on a plane for over 8 hours, which isn't something we're willing to do. They are being boarded in a nice big run at the same place they go to day care. They'll get to play with a bunch of other dogs each day they are there and the people there love them as much as we do *almost*. It's nice because, after playing all day, they're really to tired to miss us too much. My biggest worry is Basil (the boxer). He tends not to eat when we're gone and he really doesn't have any weight to spare. A loss of 5lbs on this dog makes him look anorexic. Yes, we feed him...pretty much anything he wants...he's got a high metablism :)

Wow, what a ramble, guess I've got a bit on my mind tonight. Ah well, I'm off to bed so I can cuddle with JT.

Saw this on BoxerWorld this morning

2006-02-15T09:07:00.000-05:00

I just love this story and I often use it to try to comfort those who have lost a pet.

Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year- old IrishWolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife, Lisa, and theirlittle boy, Shane, were all very attached to Belker and they were hopingfor a miracle. I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family there were no miracles left for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home. As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for the four-year-old, Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something from the experience. The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker's family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker slipped peacefully away. The little boy seemed to accept Belker's transition without any difficulty or confusion. We sat together for a while after Belker's death, wondering aloud about the sad fact that animal lives are shorter than human lives. Shane, who had been listening quietly, piped up, "I know why." Startled, we all turned to him. What came out of his mouth next stunned me. I had never heard a more comforting explanation. He said, "People are born so that they can learn how to live a good life -- like loving everybody all the time and being nice, right?" The four-year-old continued, "Well, dogs already know how to do that, so they don't have to stay as long."

I believe this just couldn't be more true. Dogs are God's gift to us...given to show a glimpse of His unconditional love. Really, you can do anything to a dog and it will still love you...you can turn your back on them, neglect them, abuse them, ignore them and they will still love you. The only other 'being' I know that loves that way is God.

Fun at 7am

2006-02-14T18:57:00.000-05:00

So, I'm actually early as I head out for work. Basil and Jenny have had their walk and are happily chewing on their "good-bye" treat. As I walk into the garage, I see a car drive by and a flash of a four-legged creature. It's Beckham, a boxer that lives nearby. He used to get out all the time but I hadn't seen him loose in over a month. Beckham and Basil hate each other so I breathe a quick sigh of relief that I just put my dogs inside.

After having lost Jenny for 15 hours recently, I couldn't, in good conscience, leave Beckham running loose without at least talking to his owner. So, I try to coax him to me with a toy, then some food...he just isn't having it. I walk to his house and the doors are wide open waiting for him to come in. I was upset that they weren't frantically searching but she came out as soon as I walked up. Her son was quickly getting dressed. Meanwhile, Beckham is dancing in and out of vehicles, chasing them and biting their tires. See, Beckham likes to play chase me so there pretty much isn't a way to win...even if you have food. I try to help for a while but I become more of a hinderance. So, I wait until the son and neighboor have his attention and I drive away. I was frustrated, trying to think of what I could do about the fact that he runs...frustrated with the owner thinking she didn't care about him enough to train him. Then I realized, shit happens. None of us are perfect. My dogs have been off leash and run up to strangers...not cool. So, I say a prayer, a prayer that Beckham stays safe and a prayer that his owner doesn't give up on him. Hopefully, he will calm as he ages. I also say a prayer for patience and understanding and hope that the next time my dogs are a problem, someone says a prayer for me.

Great Weekend!

2006-02-12T19:01:00.000-05:00

So, about three months ago, I learned that Ali Edwards (scrapbooking celeb) was going to be teaching classes at a crop nearby. I jumped at the chance to take her classes b/c she just seems so cool. I had no problem convincing JT that this was a fabulous idea.

It was a fabulous idea. I took three amazing classes from Ali this weekend. I even completed two of the three books while I was in class. Ali truly is a nice, genuine woman. The classrooms were packed and everyone was excited! I didn't do the crop part b/c after the classes (each one was 3 hours long), I just didn't have it in me. That's okay though...now I know what to plan for next time. I met up with a woman I know from Two Peas, Stephanie. She is such a nice woman. I really enjoyed talking and taking the class with her. Hopefully the whole VA group of us will be able to get together soon.

...now here is the really fun part. We got over 12 inches of snow last night. Oh, it was just beautiful! I am in awe of what God can do. I took Basil and Jenny out at about 7:30am and they had a blast playing in the snow. They ran, jumped, and played. They were both covered with snow...especially Jenny, who actually fell in above her head in one place. I just love to watch them when they are experiencing pure joy and happiness. Of course, the scenery was beautiful. It was so early that everything was undisturbed. I just hope a few of my pictures turned out well. I ended up rushing to my class this morning but I realized something...I would never regret being late for class, but I would regret not taking the time to enjoy God's work and my dogs play. When I took them back at 4pm, the trees had lost much of their snow, and the ground had been trampled...I was right, I didn't regret it.

First Post

2006-02-10T19:36:00.000-05:00

Original title, I know. Well, I've tried this blogging thing once before and I just couldn't keep it up. I have had a lot of thoughts lately where I think to myself, "hey, I should really write that down". I do keep a journal but it is my "get fit" journal and I don't like to mix topics (can you say OCD?). So, here it is, my online journal. Perhaps I will invite our family to follow it...we live so far away from all of them, I wonder if they'd enjoy a peek into our daily lives...hmmm.

Well, I'm going to a big crop (scrapbooking term) tomorrow and taking classes from the wonderful Ali Edwards...so looking forward to it. It's supposed to snow so maybe that will keep some people away and I'll have more room ;) Anyway, I really need to pack my bags with all the stuff I want to take but I'm unmotivated. I won't have time in the morning so I better get on it. Maybe I'll even have time to watch some TIVO'd Monk.